LOLs so cooling now~~ Yesterday was oven hot... but now it is freezing cold. Good temperature~ Hope everyday is like this! I love it ~~ I made up my mind already - Next Year Christmas, I will head to Seoul! woohoo!!

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This symphony, "Not alone" is by Nobuo Uematsu done for FFIX. It is played at the part where Zidane feels that he has to carry the burden of the world by himself but his friends did not give up on him and supported him till the end. Which made him come out of his "emo" state. Lovely Melody if you ask me.

Whenever I hear this symphony, I am always reminded that I am not alone. In all the hardships and challenges that I may face, I am not alone against them all; I have my friends and God. Very smoothing and peaceful... calms me down all the time. And God's melody is the same, it brings peace and calms the heart.

P/s: I just have to agree with what today's devotion is about, "Many girls are giving away their virginity because they need to feel wanted and loved." That is a fact, lets face it. However, I pray that my special girl whom God will bestow upon me at the right time will be pure, understanding, knows Daddy God love and is beautiful on the outside and the inside. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

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Walking this path down is so tiring, to trust and believe and rest in his embrace; people around me are not walking the same path, people say evil, people don't trust. And the list can go on. I am tired already.. seriously i give up! I see grace falling upon me... reaching for me! Jesus, I am with you... I will not try hard to get accepted anymore. If they are to reject me then so be it, for I will be a channel where God's blessing will flow through. Too bad for them. One Day, Daddy God you will make a miracle come to past for me, you will make all my efforts look like shit - me trying so hard to get a small group accept me. You will make the whole world come to know me and through me they will know that it is you Daddy God you who did all this for me. I believe it will come to past, I believe I am among the chosen ones!

I have no more strength to trust men, I will trust you Daddy God that you love me and you will bless me so much that I will come to love men. That i will see you in them.

Today's devotion is yes and amen! But I am sad to say that after devotion i am not full, i have not receive the "wow" feeling, Daddy i want fresh revelations that you will show me about your grace and love for me. I want to see you work in my life radically, I want you to bless my eyes and heart so that i can see all your blessings upon my life and treasure them in my heart. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen!

Then they took away the stone from the place where the dead man was lying. And Jesus lifted up His eyes and said, Father, I thank You that You have heard Me.

This is the only verse that spoke to me for today's devotion but this is how God speaks to me. 

When I see the name Jesus, I am reminded of what he did for me at the cross - Him being beat up, whip, spit on etc! All this just so that God can look at me with a smile but not anger. And to know that God is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow means when i pray today, I can be like Jesus saying Father, I thank You that You have heard Me.

Not only so, to know Jesus lives to make intercession for me. Man that is a big thing! He is a living God not only that he is Fresh too! He knows whatever I want, he knows all my weakness! I remember the bible stating this man having this incurable disease and no one dare to touch him! Jesus knew that man weakness was man for everyone is definitely treating the man badly for all his life. But Jesus also knew his desire was to be a human again... therefore Jesus touched him with his hands healing him. This touch was what the man wanted, the feeling of being touch again to be accepted as who he is. Jesus came to save and to bless all and he blesses us abundantly above all we can ask or think. Think... what that man wanted? He just wanted to be healed and he asked. And what Jesus did for him? Jesus will definitely perfect whatever prayers we have and God will bless us abundantly! Amen?

Then there are people sharing about not knowing what to say when they pray. No offense but when I "pray" to Daddy, I talk to him, I rejoice and give thanks, and I worship him. Simple enough? If Pastor prince will to look at conditions and then pray for healing, it will be self conscious; looking at a simple case then pray be healed, in the name of Christ amen! Then looking at a bad case then praying in tongues and using all the zai words making the prayer seem zai! That is self conscious! That is bullshit! I feel that I myself cannot do anything, I must let the holy spirit upon me and let the holy spirit speak through me! Therefore I am a channel of love and blessings, at that point i am Christ conscious! I can just say you are healed in Jesus name Amen! And leave the rest to God!

And if broken english or grammer will to affect a prayer then David would had lost the battle to the Philistine years ago! For he was winning the battle and the sun is going down! If that happens the battle will have to stop, so David shouted "LET THE SUN STOP!" And indeed it was a long evening! Let that be said, no matter how shit our prayer is! Jesus perfect it, God understands it and hears it. And it will come to past. Amen?

Lastly I just want to say again thank you God for confirming this with me that it is not how long we have been to church that matters but the walk with you that matters.

Daddy God if i will to go to service on Sunday, I pray that you give me the strength and desire to go I pray that I receive something that is of great power that will impact my life! In the name of Christ Jesus. Amen!

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I played Final Fantasy Dissidia and Final Fantasy IX on my psp for the past few days. I find that Final Fantasy Dissidia is fun only for awhile; the story is too short and it is just all 1 vs 1 combat battle style. Man it is so boring. It is not my kind of game. But Final Fantasy IX is different though the graphic is not as good as Dissidia. It has a good plot, cute characters, great cutscenes, cute dialogues and the traditional battle style. Feel like drawing a FFIX character for someone... who will it be ~

Listening to the songs from the Album : The Perfect Offering from Newcreation Church

3 songs that i love alot since these three are the current ones i am listening to~

Lord Of All My Days
- chorus -

You saved me, cos you love me

Your grace gave me the highest way

Now I live by your life in me

I am found in you always

Lifting my voice to give you praise

To you and you alone

LORD OF ALL MY DAYS!

Name Above All Names
- chorus -

If not for your grace

How can I stand

To worship you with my heart and strength

Yours is the name above all names

Every knee shall bow

Every Tongue proclaim

Yours is the name I live to Praise

Jesus, worthy is your name (x2)

Living Word
- chorus -


I will not trust my arm of flesh
Upon your word i stand
Jesus your grace has rise me up
Jesus your truth has set me free
To worship and adore you lord
For all you are to me

Woohoo~ I will come to you lord with a open heart. I will remember your mercy Lord you faithfulness, I am surrounded by the favor of the Lord, Always and forever ~! Lord your goodness and your love will follow me all the days of my life ~! Thank you Daddy :)

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Why do we get sad and all worked up; have funerals held etc when someone whom we love pass on??

Is it because we love the person and cannot bare him/her leaving us? Or is it because we want to "send" the person off?

What i know is that if indeed we shed tears when someone dear to us pass on.. Why ain't we living life loving one and other? Why don't we tell each other I love you? Why are we hostile towards to even someone? Isnt it very tiring to keep fighting to keep getting sad and angry? Why do we keep grudges? The list can go on and on... what is it that we are trying to achieve? I am not saying i am perfect... even i myself have yet to reach that level of purity of no hatred and anger. :)

18There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

19We love because he first loved us. 20If anyone says, "I love God," yet hates his brother, he is a liar. For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom he has not seen.

We love man for God loved us first. I feel that it is very important to show your family, friends, loveones that you love them. If God is the same yesterday today and tomorrow, wont daddy God still love us! If he does why are we still putting the restrictions no not loving someone else? It is not when they pass on then we show them that we loved them... Wont it be too late?

How do we love? To me, I feel it is trusting and believing in him.. that he loves us as our Daddy God. We cannot love someone else if we are not fill with love in the first place.. and loving someone is a choice and decision. I feel that if we are empty inside and choose to love someone, it will be difficult.

Trust God love man <3

Shalom be unto you ~

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Food for Thought!

What Happened to Penguin~! Kana Moo Moo Symptom!

Its Chu Ting~!!

Sibei Tall man... Jonathan... X)

Myself :)

All of us - The Power of 5 Grace ! Say BANZAI!

"Oct 05 after my operation, I was having negative effects of general anasthetic. Major headache, dizziness, vomiting, no energy and tremendous pain in my feet. I was totally vulnerable, totally exposed.. I called two of my CG friends - Andien and Penguin who lead me back to the lord.

I asked for bread and water (there was no ribena) to partake of the holy communion, I prayed and in my heart pictured Jesus on the cross having all my pain and suffering that i am experiencing now. Amazing I stopped vomiting and so i ate up a packet of fishball mee. But still i am having all the other things affecting me alot, in my heart i kept reminding myself that by his stripes we are healed; I am not praying and rejoicing because i am healing, i am doing so because I am HEALED! I also kept telling myself that Daddy God loves me and will make whatever bad that is happening turn good for me.

After 30 mins from the time i did all that, most of the pain and everything became lesser! I thank God and continue to have faith in God. Because Man could not help me now, even I could not help myself... before i pray and all that i was suffering for more than 4 hours!

My mum phone her friend to ask him to head down to NUH to fetch us home. At first, he rejected. but I trust God for favor and when my mum ask him the second time he agreed! Praise God! Now i have enough $ to enjoy the sakae sushi buffet and to share $ with Chu Ting to buy the new praise and worship CD! Most of all, It was a swift ride home!

At the 14th floor, between my house and the lift we are at.. the corridor is like a 100mile away. And i was really dying, I asked God,"daddy...I know you love me, please save me out of this situation i am in now." Immediately, the door of the flat closest to us opened and the auntie saw me, went back in and took out a wheelchair and lend it to me. Telling me "You can keep it until you get better." OMGOSH la it is definitely Daddy God la! He placed me at the right place and right time, and boom instantly miracles happens!

When I got home, I thank God and rest. The next day everything was gone, all the pain and effects of general anasthetic! Praise God! :) I will continue to walk in faith that my leg is healed and that once the bandage is taken off, I want the doctors to be amazed! Amen!"

2 Corinthians 12:9

9 And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Exodus 29:44-46
44 So I will consecrate the tabernacle of meeting and the altar. I will also consecrate both Aaron and his sons to minister to Me as priests. 45 I will dwell among the children of Israel and will be their God. 46 And they shall know that I am the LORD their God, who brought them up out of the land of Egypt, that I may dwell among them. I am the LORD their God.

Matthew 18:19-20
19 “Again I say to you that if two of you agree on earth concerning anything that they ask, it will be done for them by My Father in heaven. 20 For where two or three are gathered together in My name, I am there in the midst of them.”

Thank You for all the Todays Daddy God. Thank you for always being among us. Thank you for loving us. I pray today that your grace explode into our lives(6 of us) and that your favor flow freely into our lives too. Surely surely I pray that all of us receive the spirit of wisdom and let all the blessings that follows her come in to us and we will embrace her. We are willing Daddy God, let all your blessings come unto us. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. :)

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Water Baptism Oct 03 2009 !

Listening Attentively to the CGL ~~

Or Not ! ~~

Then we took off to the beach with great excitement and joy!

The favor of God was with us; we got baptism by Pastor Keith who prayed for us =)

Penguin and Zeph(MooMoo) posing before going into the water :)

Penguin & I after being Water Baptism :)

Water Baptism sure is fast and definitely tiring lol! I feel so drained after being baptism... it is like all the "evil energies" being left behind. Nah i am just kidding ~ But I really feel his presence and love, not only that I also enjoyed myself =)

I went straight to Church after that while penguin attended his event and zeph went home to rest. Met up with Chu Ting, Andien, Noble (all 3 from my cg) and afew others from the other 2 PTE CGs to do up a bday video for Pastor Benjamin! Even though i was so tired already, I gave my fullest and i am certain the rest did too. We all had fun and Daddy God was definitely with us. I am so happy & ready for Arrow!

Praise God! You answered my prayer, my biggest request (To me it is very big), which is to extend the Praise and Worship and to allow everyone in arrow rejoice radically to your glory Father, knowing you always love us and cover us with Shalom, Favor and all the blessings that you promised us. You will never look away from us.

You not only extended the praise and worship but the whole arrow service 99% of it was praise and worship even the sermon which was only 8 mins was also about praise and worship!

I think back and i realized Daddy God you are awesome.. you answer not only one but to my knowledge you answered another request which is to give revelation about praise and worship to people of the church. Looking back from today, I realized there are so many sermons about praise and worship being preached and even our cgl talks about giving thanks and praise and worship! Hallelujah!

I believe that all that i ask or think, will be answered by you Daddy God. I love you Father :)

Oct 03 2009, I experienced the blessing of length of days and in this day all the blessings of God abound! I pray that everyday is a day similar to this day. Amen~

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I am sick of being in the rat race... this race that every single human beings are in...

I am sick of pleasing man... Daddy God let me please you instead... let your love and grace replace the fear of man in my life. Let man continue to be practical and all... while i fully relay on you daddy god.. Let all your promises come true in my life!! And when it happens Daddy God please give me your wisdom so that  i can discern Friends from Accomplices, Good From Evil.. In the name of Christ Jesus Amen.

Ecclesiastes 9:11

      The race is not to the swift,

      Nor the battle to the strong,

      Nor bread to the wise,

      Nor riches to men of understanding,

      Nor favor to men of skill;

      But time and chance happen to them all.

Matthew 20:16

In the start of the year, I asked for a new heart... and you literally gave me one.. You gave me a listening and open heart, a loving heart... and most of all you gave me a strong and healthy heart; I dont exercise much and my heart rate was at the 80 - 90 + most of the time however when i receive this new heart... my heart rate became an average of 30 - 50. Praise God! Thank you for always listening to me. I love you Father!

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Today's Devotion + CG outing is a blessing and will forever be...

We went to Marina Barrage and wow the first impression of the place that i had was a open, windy, beautiful place! We had fun.. Frisbee, Flying kites, Volleyball! The food is truly anointed and blessed although there were little food and i ate only 2 bread for dinner. Surprisingly I am full and there is no hunger for food! Praise God for blessing the food and blessing the family. Look at the skies, there are kites soaring high! And we are like those kites flying high up in the open heavens with you, Daddy God! You are always with us.. I know it :)

Walking up to the Open Space~

VolleyBall~ In Pic Yi Xin, An Dien, Noble(jumping), Me~!

Background VolleyBall~ Same people as the top grp + Jonathan, Ariel~!

Foreground~ Chu Ting, Roju, Yi Wei (brown shirt)~!

Devotion was like a reminder to me... and i admit we are man, we need constant reminder if not we will definitely fall back into law. The line that cuts between Grace and law is that thin. We were talking about God as our father. Truly Truly I say that this world is very practical.. man said it is a race, a rat race... But we are all not perfect yet made perfect through you, Daddy God I come boldly to you as your son and you know all my weaknesses. I know you love me and I know you will continue to bless me with Wisdom, Understanding, Shalom, Favor, Love and with all the blessings you have for me! I know someday I will be successful, i will glorify you and be a blessing to bless all around me Amen~ Daddy God, i love you :)

!~Amazing Lovely Family~! 

BackRow~! PH, Noble, Me, Jack, An Dien, Forgot his name, Zi Xin, Jonathan~!

FrontRow~! Yi Wei, Andrea, Chu Ting, Yi Xin, Ariel, Roju~!

Daddy I thank you for this family, this amazing family i am in.. thank you for anointing my eyes and letting me see many things... letting me see how you see things. Daddy I pray that you bless this family, I say bless this family abunduntly and that we will see many good days ahead of us! Daddy, for in all our weaknesses, that is where your love and grace will super abound! I pray that everyone of us will have a revelation of your abounding fatherly love for us! Amen! :) I love my family, everyone there and the girl i like secretly there~

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Super sians these few days ...

Dunno if i should cut my hair or not.... =x

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